For once in my life something feels right and I just don't know how else to feel but like butterflies. Will you love me where your mouth is? Infect me with your poison? Sweetie, I don't know anything about long distance relationships but I think we can make this work.
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And so I find the best thing to ever happen to me, and just a few months later I'm gone. Why? Why couldn't I have something for once? Why does life get in the way so much. You don't like things perfect, do you? It's not fair. Life's not fair, you said. Heh, something I would say. I love you, is that wrong? That all I want is you and your flaws and your arms around me? Fingertips brushing against mine, is that wrong.
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I don't like it here. I want to go home. Where is home? I don't know. Home is where the heart is, my heart stays with you.
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We're two halves of a whole, opposites and alikes, puzzle pieces found and put back together again. I know that's cliche but so am I and it's true. There's nothing else I think about at night in that hazy world between reality and dreams and no one else who watched me with the big twinkly eyes from across the room. I looked up, down you go. No one else who makes my heart beat like that and my chest ache so much. No one else who leaves me sitting here, writing and erasing because that's the only thing that'll make me feel better. No one else who could've changed my life more. Bad or good, I'm not sure...
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I'm not sure why you happened, why this happened, why, why. They say all things happen for a reason. I thought maybe we were just all randomly floating around, waiting for someone and someone and flowers to pick because when you think about it that's all that matters. But like I always say, who knows. I just hope if I keep wishing and thinking because that's all I ever do right that maybe someday someone will blink or a star will fall and you'll be by my side again.
I love it! Love the way you wrote it too!